I HATE TODAY! 25Dec'08!!! Two super unfortunate happenings occurred.

First. My mum accidentally washed my new Nudie jeans.. :( well, its supposed to be worn for 6 months before the wash. so that when it is washed, only some parts of the outermost layer is washed off and thus they sort of becomes 'customised' according to your wearing style.. oh well. since she said she didnt wash them with hot water and that she didnt actually scrub clean the jeans, I still have a little hope that they gonna be ok still.

Second. I had my first car accident.. well, not really a major accident. I just accidentally bumped into someone's car. Just a minor damage, actually, just a slight scratch.. The ugly-looking driver took away my driving license and keep on asking for compensation. Poor driver I pity you. money-minded. I was with my mum at first before my dad rushed over. I suggested him to bring his car to a car workshop to have the paint scratch cleaned away and I gonna pay for the fee. But my dad came over and shouting making the whole situation worse, i guess. Well, I think I should have been more fierce. According to my dad it was just a very trivial matter, nothing to be really disputed about. What a miser that driver is.. I particularly hate his eyes, his two cock-eye looking eyes were bulging like tennis balls and staring at me like I have made a damn big mistake. I was damned pissed of course. I just wanna pull that two stupid eye balls out with my fingers... GRRRRR!!!! I wanna eat him inside out and tear him apart alive!!

Hell yea! I admit my mistake. But the fact that he made such a trivial mistake seemed so big surely piss me off like hell.

F**H!!!!
FISH!!!!

Havent been posting for a while.. Wrote this on facebook just now.. kill 2 birds with one stone! haha!

Rules:
1. Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you.
2. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged.
3. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
4. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you. (or let's just pretend i do,lol)

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16 Random and So "Whatever" Things about Me:

1. I am damn pissed cos I forgot to publish the notes just now so it gotta have to write another one!! damnit! :(

2. I like to watch Korean Dramas... hmmm.. yea! thats the fact. :)

3. I am obsessed with body-building. I used to go to gym 3 times a week last years during second semester.. I wanna make my biceps even bigger! :D:D

4. I love my chinning bar. I bought it and installed with much hard-earned carpentry skills on my room door. So I am doing lots of chin-ups a day.. I guess I do around 100-150 in a day! yeeehaa~! I shall beat gong tuo in chin-ups next year!! :D :D

5. I wanna be a big man someday. I wanna be a millionaire - hopefully in some better currency like GBP or EUR or USD not IDR of course - and a philanthropist - my dream is to install clean water system in Africa . I wanna amass wealth which is enough to afford the expenses of 3 generations under me, and before I die, I will donate half of it for charity like building orphanages.

6. I wanna be a DIALTH.. hahahah!

7. I am pretty much an agnostic. I dont think that religion is god-made, but man-made. So i find no real reason to believe in any religion. My belief is simple, I believe that there is a God, but there is a stronger force behind him which is karma. therefore, God is not omnipotent and omniscient otherwise there wouldnt be SARS outbreak and tsunami. I wont create those two extremely destructive force if i were an omnipotent god.

8. I believe in superstitions. I have my own personal reason and experience to believe in it.

9. I dont believe in prayers and miracles that make the donts come true. well, only people who have 'coincidentally found' their prayer coming true will advocate it. Have you ever heard of people sharing their unfulfilled prayers? NEVER! Can we ever get the fatalities of a certain calamity to testify that their last prayers didnt come true? NEVER! Although i sincerely believe that they did pray before death came to take them away.

10. I wanna be a vegetarian one day. perhaps when i turn 40 plus later.. Meat is getting more and more disgusting day by day.. But its simply not realistic to become a vegan right now.. later.

11. I have blood-phobia. I dont like the view of blood. Its making my whole body trembles with disgust and I cant stand looking or touching inner organs of any mammals.. :(

12. I love blue colour. Especially Navy blue. :)

13. I am an idiot when it comes to love. :( I still regret my decision to break up the last time.. took me one year to fall for another girl.. :(

14. Real gentleman cries and so do i.. hahaha!

15. They say guys with thick eyebrows are emo dudes.. and i think to a certain I am..

16. I am pretty materialistic. I love branded goods! It gives you extra confidence and pride! :D

Phew,,,

Hola!

Just got back home from Karo Highlands. Well, I believe the sleep over was a great success so I wanna take this chance to thank our beloved master of ceremony Aliong :)Guess the photos gonna be up on facebook pretty soon. So tiredddd... Its over midnight though, I am supposed to be sleeping.. But now I got 3 younger cousins to take care of.. Oh well, they keep on making loud noises which prevent me from resting. :(

Oh, they are coming over with my aunties and uncle to commemorate the 49th day of passsing away of my grandmother tomorrow. So yea! we gotta wake up pretty early tomorrow and head to my grandmother's resting place. I miss her so much... My house feels different without her presence. :(

Today, I am happy because someone has called a moon down from the sky for me.. a really cute moon :) :) thanks. It amuses me and makes me laugh whenever I see it. :)

And something made me sad. :( A buddy of mine informed me that his scholarship was terminated. He is having dilemma right now, he doesnt know what exactly to do.. I hope he will figure out the best solutions as soon as possible. :)

Well, I have to decide soon. I dont want to see my heart hurt. I dont want to see my mind shackled.

Cheers!

Dear grandma, I am so proud of you. Now, its my turn to make you proud of me.