Dilemma Vs Ambivalence. Which is it?  

Scribbled by Stephen

I feel like writing something about my personal life. Tell you what, it is a very innate one!

Alright, in order to avoid any misunderstanding and hostility, I will mark the subjects as Mr. A, Miss X, Miss Y, and Miss Z

Let me start by introducing the misses:
-Miss X is the first love of Mr. A and she is the closest of all to Mr. A. Both Mr. A and Miss. X are seemed to be destined together under current circumstances. Although Mr. A has initiated some gestures that he would like to 're-instate' their relationship, Miss X does not seem to be serious at all as she responds lackingly to Mr. A. Mr. A now feels like giving up on her.
-Miss Y is once a girl that Mr. A came to like. But she rejected him earlier on and went out with another guy(Mr B). However, 2 years later, Miss Y is calls Mr. A telling him how regretful she is now when she rejected him, after knowing that Mr B is not sincere at all.
-Miss Z is also another once "Queen of 'Mr. A' heart". He has started given up on her long ago before he moved abroad. But, suddenly she appears and they started all over again with 'friendly' relationship ; nothing really about love. But she keeps on captivating Mr. A, although he is fully aware that she is coming along very well with his close buddy.

If only there is Miss V, then Mr. A's life is similar to that of Manaka Junpei in Inchigo 100% and more eventful. But this is no manga such things will never happen is Mr. A's life

Now you have studied the situation. Please help Mr. A out by giving him some advices but writing some 'bullshit' for this post.

Farewell.
^^

Can't Sleep  

Scribbled by Stephen

I can't sleep tonight. Not insomnia for sure. Perhaps it is just to early for me to go to sleep though everybody has gone to sleep. The clock still reads 11 p.m. and I have used to sleep at about 1 or 2 in the morning. But I gotta go to tuition tomorrow, so no matter what I have to go to sleep soon. Haiyah... HOLIDAY...

"FINALLY, The Rock is back to ... Medan" ^^  

Scribbled by Stephen

"Finnaly, The Rock is back to Medan". Nah, not The Rock, but it is me. Just qouting The Rock to show how glad I am to be back home.

Oh, It has been some time since I wrote my last entry.
Yea, there was absolutely no time for me to write any entry for we were in celebrating mood. No inernet, just plenty of fun with peers.

My head is still aching. I have beeen sleeping at 4.am since last week, same to Apek, Bebek and Chandra cos they were always hanging around my room since then; PES, card games, and watching 'illegally downloaded' movies.

Oh, how you guys are doing. Without realising it, the four of us is like a family now, isn't it? haha.. We have been extremely close recently. Great man! I think we should have taken some photo before we part our ways. Anyway, it is me who is really parting, since chances are that you are going to stay in Oldham Hall together. haha..

Okay, till then.
Happy Hols!!

PS: Bebek, I am finishing episode 15 now, time: 12pm 21 Nov.
Chan, watch slowly! FEEL the mood. Do not fast forward like Andreas or Bebek will get irritated
Apek, WHY YOU FINISH SO FAST??
Hyung, Thx for the card. You should visit Medan some time!!

Oh Well! Doomsday and Independence Day At The Same Time!  

Scribbled by Stephen

This is the day that I have been long waiting for, and yet this is the day that I would not like to face at the same time.

Dooms day and Independence Day. Really Ironic!

Yup. This is the day! O' Levels Literature test. Oh GROSS!!

Lite is the is only subject that I am not really good - or rather gifted at - at. Chances are that I may pass with a ,hopefully, B or ,gratefully C, or disastrously D or worse!

Oh my son!! This is really unpredictable! And yet up till this moment my preparation is still negligible to a large extent. There have been rumors that some are skipping the test. It shakes my determination off. It is sapping off my confidence! ~~

Anyway, there is no backing. I have this far and no matter what I shall do the best for my last ever Literature test.

Pray that all fellow Indonesian fellows gonna do well - yeah, as in not failing is good enough.
Buddha Maitreya Blesses you!