A level is officially over. Funny it seems, remembering those times before A level started. We talked so much about what we gonna do once it finished and stuff. Even so, yesterday, as it ended, I don't feel anything overflowing or extremely exciting. I guess counting on the days before A's began is more suspenseful than counting the days it gonna end. Sigh.. It feels void and empty. Trouble 1.

I applied for a job, as a dental assistant and apparently i got it :)What's running in my mind is the fact that I will be committing my 7 months working as a dental assistant. 7 months is not a short time. I believe that this is quite a big decision to make. Long working hours, commitment to profession, having not to enjoy my holiday, having to wake up early for work. I guess this is somewhat similar to A level. I seemed to be very eager about this opportunity before I got this job. Now, when i got it, I reflect back on the fact that I'll have to commit 7 months for this job. Its important, of course, after all dentistry will be my first choice course to take in NUS. It will surely give me a head start. Trouble 2.

Lodging. This is trouble 3. I gotta figure this out very soon.

Trouble 4: I am having strange thoughts about my 'soon becoming dunno what.' I feel like I am a house of cards in a hurricane right now. I gotta fix this feeling. Let's make it alright because I can't go on without you. It is killing me.

The past few days have somehow given me the impression that life is about waiting. Yesterday, in order to get my job interview, I had to wait for 3 hours. On last Saturday, Kanin told me the same line 'life is about waiting', you wait for you birth day and death, eventually. My 'soon becoming dunno what' always keeps me waiting, jokingly said that I might even have to wait till my hair turns grey; always waiting for her reply and stuff. It practically sums up all about work, romance, life and death.

Those ballads actually have some truth, love makes people go crazy. It makes people wanna shoot the moon, put out the sun, run from Beijing to Capetown, call down the stars, etc.

I realize that what makes me come back blogging is that I've so many things muddling my mind. I need a healer. Can't just talk to this, literally, dumb blog.

A new season has begun. Enjoy life as if each day is the last day of your life. Regard each day as a bonus and invest your time carefully to reap good returns. The fruits that we harvest each day are the products of the work we sow.

Take your time, take one step at a time.
Do not hurry unnecessarily. We ought to enjoy our lives.
Do not worry unnecessarily. Things will iron out eventually.

Dream! Our dreams will only be realize if we put in our efforts. Keep your dreams alive. When you feel down, keep that small ray of hope alight. Do not let others kill our dreams. Keep on dreaming! You cannot lose what you never had!

Accept failures and defeats gracefully. They are parts of growing up and learning process. Only by analyzing our past failures can we improve and avoid making the same mistakes in the future.

Winning philosophy: winning does not always mean being the first; winning means you are doing better than what you have done before.
Tiger Beer: ENJOY WINNING! :)

Shakesphere: Three sentence for getting success:
a. Know more than others.
b. Work more than others.
c. Expect less than others.

Sometimes, its good to listen to our hearts. We have trained to use our brains too much.

Lead a full life and reap its rewards!

Aja Aja Fighting!! <3

Nothing interesting strikes my mind now. So this gonna be an empty post.. :(

Except for this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZA1NoOOoaNw

Swine Flu, school homework,catching up with lectures..people getting quarantined. Transformers...

Oh well, as i have promised: this is an empty post.

Ciao

They say that happiness can be likened to butterfly.

The more anxious you are in chasing after the butterfly,
the further away it will fly.
But if you stood still and keep wishing,
Perhaps it will come and stay close to you.

I watched 'Remembering Children of Palestine' this afternoon. It made me realize how grave the situation at Gaza has been ever the last decade. Many have died, lost their family members, lost their homes, food resources and opportunity to have proper education.

Butterflies are pretty.