Every now and then I have been asking myself where my true 'home' is.
Now, It feels like I have to rather adapt to the life in Medan than the life in Singapore.

I feel like going back to Singapore but I would like to stay longer, still, here.
It seems that I belong to Singapore, partly due to the fact that I have fewer friends here. Or, because I have more fun with my 'new' friends here - reminds me of 4.4.

A great class it is, really great! A true blend of Asians with a Dutchman and a Canadian. haha. But there's no way for us to get into one solid class anymore. T.T

Well then, it is time to look forward.
Aja Aja FIGHTING!

Nobody to talk to.
So, I turn to writing blog to pour my feelings in.

Miss Y has ceased sending me messages for the past three days.
These days have been very strange to me. Really unusual.
Wish that everything gonna be just fine.
Alright, two days to go.

Semoga segala sesuatu baik-baik saja.

Perhaps for the time being Mr. A and Miss Y just be friends. It is still hard for Mr.A to make such crucial decision. Or perhaps, it is due to the fact that Miss Y has rejected him earlier on. Honestly, Mr.A is the type of guy who does not forget about the past so easily

He still thinks of Miss X no matter what. Man It sucks

It has been weeks since my last post. Not because of me being too busy, but rather too lazy to write. Today's brilliant sunshine has given me a fresh thought to put into the blog.

Perhaps not really.

Just a very shory announcement.

Yeap, I have been admitted into ACJC - Anglo-Chinese Junior College.

Quite funny though, many said that I was out of my mind choosing ACJC after all the 'fair' results that I have got in prelims.

Never mind about it. My mom said that, "if you do not get a fish, a shrimp will do."
So, haha..
That's it.

Shoot! Now this time Mr A is in ambivalence.

It seems like Miss Y is really serious with Mr A. Mr A, too, is moved a little bit. Although he has never thought about going beyond friends initially.

This is really mind-blowing. Extreme fuss.

YES or NO?

I feel like writing something about my personal life. Tell you what, it is a very innate one!

Alright, in order to avoid any misunderstanding and hostility, I will mark the subjects as Mr. A, Miss X, Miss Y, and Miss Z

Let me start by introducing the misses:
-Miss X is the first love of Mr. A and she is the closest of all to Mr. A. Both Mr. A and Miss. X are seemed to be destined together under current circumstances. Although Mr. A has initiated some gestures that he would like to 're-instate' their relationship, Miss X does not seem to be serious at all as she responds lackingly to Mr. A. Mr. A now feels like giving up on her.
-Miss Y is once a girl that Mr. A came to like. But she rejected him earlier on and went out with another guy(Mr B). However, 2 years later, Miss Y is calls Mr. A telling him how regretful she is now when she rejected him, after knowing that Mr B is not sincere at all.
-Miss Z is also another once "Queen of 'Mr. A' heart". He has started given up on her long ago before he moved abroad. But, suddenly she appears and they started all over again with 'friendly' relationship ; nothing really about love. But she keeps on captivating Mr. A, although he is fully aware that she is coming along very well with his close buddy.

If only there is Miss V, then Mr. A's life is similar to that of Manaka Junpei in Inchigo 100% and more eventful. But this is no manga such things will never happen is Mr. A's life

Now you have studied the situation. Please help Mr. A out by giving him some advices but writing some 'bullshit' for this post.

Farewell.
^^

I can't sleep tonight. Not insomnia for sure. Perhaps it is just to early for me to go to sleep though everybody has gone to sleep. The clock still reads 11 p.m. and I have used to sleep at about 1 or 2 in the morning. But I gotta go to tuition tomorrow, so no matter what I have to go to sleep soon. Haiyah... HOLIDAY...