Dear blog,

I suddenly feel the urge to write cos I am kind of bored while actually there are many things around for me to do.. But both my body and mind are too lazy to do any progress about them at all.. I seriously think that I need to shift my gear to student mode. Actually there are quite a few things that I really need to talk about with somebody.. But right now, I just cannot think of any suitable person to talk about them with.. sigh.. Therefore, I am coming back to this blog then.

Alright.. Yesterday was Valentine's. Cool. It actually brings back those damn good memories with her. I think it is quite true when they say that, "when a heart breaks, they don't break even." Yeah.. No doubt I like her very much. No doubt about that. I have to admit that it is freaking hard to get over her. And it has been more than a year now.. And I have not seen or heard from her.. There is one burning question that I really want to ask her: "What went wrong?" Thinking about this can really drive me mad. Those times have been wonderful and it has never come accross my mind that I gonna end in that sad and abrupt way.. Seriously what the hell.. Well, the problem is that I always believe some things better unsaid. That is why I never brought up that question all the while. Probably I wanna consult one known person about this.. Guess I am just never lucky when it comes to romance.

Alright.. Tomorrow is English test.. I think I'm not gonna give so much shit about it.. I just gonna memorize the format tomorrow morning and go for the test in the afternoon. Probably, I need to keep writing and blogging to keep my English up to standard. I believe it is quite screwed up now..

Anyway.. CNY was good. That was a wonderful 2-week break. Thanks to AirAsia. There is a direct flight from HK to Medan now..

My new year's resolution:
1. Make more and more friends in HK!
2. Break into the HKU Badminton Team top 8!
3. Be more motivated to study, knowing that my knowledge will eventually be essential to people.

I think I am lonely. Probably it is time to give up and get going. The desert is encroaching over to the pasture.